Yeah that about sums it up. Alun and his tantrums are getting to me to the point where today I was really wondering why am I here and what is the reason why I am here. So don't get me wrong, I am anything but thinking about ending anything here... in fact I am to a point of reflection and wondering why am I being tested so much by my 3 1/2 year old. Life was so much easier only months ago, why am I being put through this agonizing seemingly endless h*ll?!?
Today at Friday morning out we did some fun and somewhat informative personality tests, it was rather helpful especially since I feel I'm getting into a reflective point of my life. I want to know what do I want to do with myself or the age old question what do I want to do when I grow-up? Yes, I know I'm grown-up but at times I still feel lost, I'm just a rat on a treadmill and just going with the flow but not really get anywhere or knowing where to go.
Anyway, I think right now I'm going to go and have a nap, David is settled in the basinette part of the playpen and Alun should be falling asleep after a long tantrum soon. Naps always make things end up being better, at least they do for me.
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